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Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
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8:50 pm - yet another thing stolen from Jess
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Save the things you have in common with me; erase the rest; add five to ten things to the list; and then post the list to your journal.
I'm nobody's mom.
I love to read.
I write short stories.
Sometimes I am sad for no reason.
I like my job.
I love reading novels by Kurt Vonnegut.
Unexpected phone calls make me happy.
I find drama alternately amusing and annoying.
I recognize that the previous statement doesn't contain alliteration, but that other literary device thingy with the vowels. :o)
As far as I am concerned, nothing in the world feels better than being loved.
I plan ahead, but welcome surprises.
Happiness is a warm puppy (yay _Peanuts_)
I think Girl With A Pearl Earring is an amazing movie and a better book.
I know how to keep a secret, and do.
I like art.
I feel best about myself when I'm helping someone else.
I always have a song in my head.
I don't smoke anything.
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| Monday, June 14th, 2004
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7:12 pm - movies
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* what you've seen part of.
(-) what you've seen all the way through.
% what you own.
Add three of your own.
01. Trainspotting
02. (Shrek)
03. M
04. Dogma %
05. (Strictly Ballroom)
06. (The Princess Bride)
07. (Love Actually)
08. (The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring)
09. (The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers)
10. (The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King)
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. (Swordfish)
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away %
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead (the remake)
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job (the remake)%
25. (Goonies)
26. Baseketball
27. The Spice Girls Movie
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple*
30. The Safety of Objects*
31. (Can't Hardly Wait)
32. Mystic Pizza*
33. (Finding Nemo)
34. (Monsters Inc.)
35. (Circle of Friends)
36. (Mary Poppins)
37. The Bourne Identity
38. (Forrest Gump)
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. (Kindergarten Cop)
41. (On The Line)
42. (My Big Fat Greek Wedding)
43. Final Destination*
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend*
46. Cheaper by the Dozen (original version)
47. Fierce Creatures
48. Dude, Where's My Car*
49. Ladyhawke
50. (Ghostbusters)
51. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade*
52. Back to the Future*
53. (An Affair To Remember)
54. Somewhere In Time
55. North By Northwest
56. Moulin Rouge*
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
58. The Wizard of Oz %
59. Zoolander
60. (A Walk to Remember)
61. Chicago %
62. Vanilla Sky
63. (The Sweetest Thing)
64. Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead*
65. (The Nightmare Before Christmas)
66. (Chasing Amy)
67. (Edward Scissorhands)
68. Adventures of Priscilla: Queen of the Desert
69. Muriel's Wedding
70. Croupier
71. Blade Runner
72. (Cruel Intentions)
73. Ocean's Eleven %
74. Magnolia
75. (Fight Club)
76. (Beauty and The Beast)
77. Much Ado About Nothing
78. (Dirty Dancing)
79. Gladiator*
80. (Ever After)
81. Braveheart*
82. (What Lies Beneath)
83. Regarding Henry
84. The Dark Crystal
85. Star Wars/b>
86 The Birds
87. Beaches*
88. Cujo
89. (Maid In Manhattan)
90. Labyrinth
91. Thoroughly Modern Millie
92. His Girl Friday
93. Chocolat*
94. (Independence Day)
95. Singing in the Rain*
96. Big Fish
97. The Thomas Crown Affair (*the remake)
98. (The Matrix)
99. Stargate
100. A Hard Day's Night
101. (About A Boy)
102. Jurassic Park*
103. Life of Brian
104. Dune
105. Event Horizon
106. Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels*
107. Dead Fire
108. (The Neverending Story)
109. Resident Evil
110. (Lara Croft: Tomb Raider)
111. Pure Country
112. The Evil Dead
113. The Stand
114. Head
115. Shoujo Kakumei Utena: ADOLESCENCE Mokushiroku
116. The Ghost Goes Gear
117. Perfect Blue
118. (Bring It On)
119. Cowboy Bebop
120. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon*
121. (Down With Love)
122. Velvet Goldmine
123. The Cube
124. eXistenZ
125. Levity
126. Amelie %
127. What's Eating Gilbert Grape*
128. (Snatch)
129. The Last Starfighter
130. The Shawshank Redemption*
131. (Office Space)
132. Willow
133. (The Three Amigos)
134. Arsenic and Old Lace
135. Lilo and Stitch
136. Bend it Like Beckham
137. Once Upon a Time in Mexico
138. Tron
139. Chungking Express
140. Platoon
141. Dr. Strangelove (or How I Learned to Quit Worrying and Love the Bomb)
142. (The Muppet Movie)
143. Galaxy Quest
144. When Harry Met Sally %
145. (Secretary)
146. Boogie Nights
147. Spellbound
148. Swimming Pool
149. Vertigo
150. The Whole Nine Yards %
151. (Young Frankenstein)
152. The Wedding Singer %
sorry none of that was cut but no one reads this anyway so whatever
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| Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
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11:14 pm - fun
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I'm bored so here goes
what/who was the last...
movie you rented: some Italian comedy, can't remember the name of it.
movie you bought: Girl With A Pearl Earring
song you listened to: YellowCard 'Ocean Avenue'
song that was stuck in your head: same most likely
song you downloaded: I haven't downloaded in a long time
cd you bought: Maybe Norah Jones?
cd you listened to: Staind 'Break the Cycle'
person you called: Bev from work
person that called you: probably Bev from work
tv show you watched: Pimp My Ride
person you were thinking of:Julie
do/what do...
you wish you could live somewhere else: yes
you think about suicide: no.
you believe in online dating: depends on the situation, but exclusive online dating, not a chance
you want more piercing:yes, ear cartilidge
you want more tattoos: no
you drink: liquids, yes, though most often non-alcoholic beverages
you smoke: No
you like cleaning: yes
you like roller coasters: no
you write in cursive or print: print usually
you carry a donor card: yes
have you...
ever cried over a guy: yes
ever lied to someone: Yes
ever been in a fist fight: No
ever been arrested: no
what...
shampoo: philosophy or clean
perfume: I have a couple I keep around but I don't usually use any. Tommy Girl, Pink.
shoes: cute sandals
are you scared of: hmm, large insects such as spiders
number of...
times your heart was broken: twice
hearts you broke: I don't know, I hope not many
people you consider enemies: I dislike a few people but no one I have an active rivalry with
people from high school you stay in contact with: 5-10
cds you own: lots of cases, lost track
times your name has been in the paper: a few times
things in your past you regret: nothing really, everything is a learning experience which I took something away from.
general stuff
name: anna
age: 21
birthday: 4/27
location: home
parents names: eileen, jeff
Siblings names:none
pets names: Elsa, an eight year old Maine Coon cat
appearance:short, hazel eyes, shoulder length straight brown hair
most attractive person you know: attractive to me? John
first person you thought was hot: Ryan
things that make them attractive: (no order) sense of humor, intelligence, eyes, good conversation (copied from Jess, good answer!)
which of your friends...
drinks the most: Dave maybe?
is the smartest: book smart? David probably
is the most athletic: Dave, just for playing rugby
will get married first: Rach
has bad luck with the opposite sex:if one doesn't have bad luck with the opposite sex one is not truly human
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| Monday, May 3rd, 2004
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2:17 am - interesting
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FIRSTS
First best friend: Katie Moore
First car: my dad's '97 camry
First screen name: jw1et2ae3
First self purchased album: no idea
First funeral: maternal uncle in 7th grade
First pets: Jose the parrot and Sam the German Shepherd
First piercing/tattoo: ears in 4th grade
First credit card:capital one visa, $500 limit
First true love: george
First enemy: Nicole Zamora
First big trip: florida when I was 6
First music you remember hearing in your house: Janis Joplin
LASTS
Last cigarette: I don't smoke
Last car ride: driving home from lunch with the parents
Last good cry: maybe about 2 weeks ago
Last library book checked out: don't recall
Last movie seen: half of The Wedding Planner before I fell alseep
Last beverage drank: oj
Last food consumed: sandwich
Last crush: same one I've had for the last year
Last phone call: my parents
Last time showered: half hour ago
Last shoes worn: aerosoles sandals
Last item bought: a soda
Last annoyance: not getting a call I was expecting
Last time wanting to die: very long time ago
Last time laughed: earlier this evening
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| Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
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10:54 pm - just because I'm pathetic and want something to do
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What song makes you cry? Simple Plan * Perfect
What song makes you happy? Dido * White Flag
Who was/were your idol's when you were younger? my parents when I was really young. after that no one.
First album you ever bought? i have no idea, whatever it was it's most likely gone now.
Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: Moondance, David, standing in wide open fields looking at stars, and many other good songs on our roadtrips
HOW ARE YOU? bored and tired
Do you GET MOTION SICKNESS?:only in certain conditions which I've learned to avoid.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: paying attention to everything but classes.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS? depends
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yes
FAVORITES
TV SHOWS: queer eye
BOOK:don't make me choose! Great Gatsby, To Kill a Mockingbird...many others
MAGAZINE: cosmo, architectural digest
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: diet pepsi
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: don't really drink, I guess white wine
TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: stay in bed with my bf
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: smashing pumpkins, dave matthews, coldplay, norah jones, sarah mclachlin.
HAVE YOU?
BROKEN THE LAW: no
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Not really
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: no
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yes
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: no
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yes
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes
LOVE?
BOYFRIEND: yes
GIRLFRIEND: no
SEXUALITY: straight
CHILDREN: god no
CURRENT CRUSH: john. and tim, the uno's waiter ;)
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: oh yeah, got back together with him before finally getting it
BEEN HURT?: multiple times
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: I could say many things, god knows I've made many mistakes, but they all seem to fit into my life as learning experiences
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no
RANDOM
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yes
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:dave matthews band
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: a deep purple
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: making a difference
WHO MAKES YOU Happy? many people and I can't name them all, someone will be upset they're not on the list
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? no clue
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS? my suitemates, best friends from home, best friends from lambda
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: drive, read, write, sing, shop, wander the city, sleep, watch movies
WHEN/ WHAT WAS THE LAST?
TIME YOU CRIED?: new years eve
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER? a long time ago from David. he's the only one who writes real letters
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today from Avi
THING YOU PURCHASED: socks and earrings at work to bring back to school with me
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED um, Kim Possible
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: LOTR 3
top 5 favorite bands/singers in 2003:
1. dave matthews band
2. norah jones
3. coldplay
4. incubus
5. smashing pumpkins
top 5 favorite songs in 2003:
whatever those people sang among others
top 5 favorite memories in 2003:
1. the mfa and erwain of siam on oct. 25th
2. the first dinner together as a suite
3. nyc at christmastime
4. seeing my great uncle and aunt
5. retreat
top 5 people in 2003:
1. john
2. rach
3. laura
4. avi
5. bill
top 5 favorite things in 2003:
1. the beach
2. roadtrips
3. nyc
4. my cats
5. being on the phone all night
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| Thursday, December 25th, 2003
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9:36 pm - christmas
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Who else gets sick on Christmas Eve I ask you? oh well, it was a relaxing holiday anyway with all of the sleeping and reading I did. I put off my LOTR expedition until New Year's Eve just to see if I can get rid of this bug before then. At least I'm not really sick. Not too much to say now except I hope everyone had a good holiday and I wish someone would come online so I could have some company before I go to bed. *sigh* goodnight all
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| Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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11:28 pm - thanksgiving
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mmm, I'm sitting here eating pumpkin bread, discussing religion and reflecting on my day. ahh, contentment. however I have to do a shitload of laundry when I get back tomorrow after food shopping. oh well. I bought a dvd player at best buy for 30 bucks. that rocked and I can't wait to set it up and watch a movie on friday night. :)
So today was good. I got to call John for a few minutes before people came. And I met my 3 month old cousin Alaine. She's so beautiful and she loves her daddy so much. It's so funny to see my cousin all grown up with a baby of his own and he's going for his MBA soon too. We were all so young not too long ago, and Jody and Todd were talking about their wedding in July. It was nice to look around and realize we are all in great places in our lives right now and we came together for a joyous day to tell each other our good news. nice feeling. :) We were reminiscing about grandma today and Will and I started getting into a discussion about how the death affected our family. It was very nice to have a real conversation with him again. We haven't done that in a while but every time we do we connect on so many different levels and I didn't realize how much I missed him until he scooped me up in a big hug today. :) I remember being so close with him when I was little. Today I hesitated to tell him too much about my love life, for fear he would not accept it. I could not lie but I would need to find a way to show him that this is different, I dunno how to do that yet.
I had an interesting conversation with Julie. Most of it has to do with stuff she is going through so I won't get into it but I just want to say that I am so happy for her. She has been unhappy for a long time and I've known this but also known she has to deal with it on her own. She is finally taking steps to do this and I just want to say that I love her so much and I am so proud of her for taking control of her own life.
For some reason I have had a calm happiness about me recently. I am even starting to be more ok with the idea of God and spirituality. I still don't know exactly what I believe but I'm gaining a better understanding of life's little blessings and finding more fulfilling answers. That's not to say I have no questions. Indeed, I have many, but I am not upset by them as much. I figure I should enjoy this little stage in life as long as I can. who knows how long it'll last.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: the sound of my parents' computer being noisy
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| Monday, November 24th, 2003
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10:50 am - work, work, and more work
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I just realized that after this paper I get to go home and take a much needed break. yay! I really haven't been keeping up with my friends from home this semester the way I should have been. I feel badly about that but this was the semester from hell and I'm just so glad it's over. Now I get to go see them on wednesday! I dunno if you read this lj Adam, but you're welcome to join us for breakfast if you like. :) Also, my entire family is coming for thanksgiving. Except Greg who's in Australia with Amy but he will be missed. I finally get to see my new baby cousin. :) But then of course it's back here to work some more on final papers and studying for tests. *le sigh* oh well, I am consoled by the fact that it's almost over and this is one of the last days of real class. yay! finally. I can't wait to go home and work in retail, much more fun than schoolwork, which may be really pathetic, I am not sure, and translate the Grinch who Stole Christmas from Latin. I'm such a geek. :)
ok, it's 11, I have class, ciao
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| Friday, October 3rd, 2003
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4:21 pm - the coffee shop lady drew a smiley face on my coffee cup :)
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ever had a really nice hug that just lasted you for days? I'm on a hug high. :)
I chatted today but my time sucks so no one came.
I woke up at 7:30 am because I was so freezing. They need to turn our heat on already.
I woke up again at 9:30 am for a fire alarm. Then I didn't bother trying to go back to bed.
I am so doing nothing tonight except writing, reading, and curling up in lots of warm blankets.
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| Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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2:18 pm - eww bugs
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ok, small bugs I have no problem with. even medium sized bugs I can deal with. but large but-ugly spiders on the inside of my window right next to my bed....not so cool with.
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| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
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11:20 pm - blah
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I am so restless right now. there are so few people I really want to talk to right now and none of them are around. I like talking to others, don't get me wrong, but there are few that would actually make me feel less empty.
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| Thursday, August 28th, 2003
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2:48 pm - hello again
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hmm, summary of my move in...
Dave hooked me up to internet last night and showed me his motorcycle. you rock Dave, I love you forever :)
7 am fire alarm followed closely by bathroom light blowing out while I was showering. fun.
screen to my window falling out just as I got out of a shower. also fun.
seeing lots of cool people again and loving my grad with my favorite ladies.
lots of classes all in the same lecture hall, very convenient. phone still not totally working but I recieve incoming calls anyway.
yep, that's my life in a nutshell. hope you all are having fun with classes and such. come see me, I love visitors. oh, and anyone who wants to help plan the next women't retreat come find me in Usdan at 5 today for our first meeting. :)
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| Monday, August 4th, 2003
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12:26 am - hrm
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haven't posted in a long time. thought I'd say hi. work has been...interesting. all sorts of people coming and going. blah. school is not interesting. just glad to be getting it over with this week. but finals suck. and so do research papers. oh, anyone who knew anything about Tom you can talk to me for an interesting update if you wish. strange stuff. i'm mooing only very occasionally now, yay for me. dunno much else to say. it's kind of strange not being used to writing anymore. i used to tell my life story here, now no one really hears every detail. one person hears most details but even then i keep some stuff to myself. oh well. getting a new cell phone. will update those who care on my new number. i'm gonna be on campus a lot so if you want to call me this year that is your best bet.
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| Saturday, July 19th, 2003
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4:50 pm - damn sociologists can't speak correctly!
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Ok, so I'm studying for my sociology midterm by going over definitions in the book. Bear in mind 2 of the co-authors of the book are professors at BSC and one was the department chair a while back.
The chapter was on racial inequality and they were trying to say that there was no race only racism. Now think about that for a minute. Racism is defined as the hatred of someone based on their race. So how can that kind of hatred exist if race itself doesn't exist. They were trying to say that race was not biological but a social construct. If you're going to argue that you are still validating that race exists, only in social terms.
Also proposed was that prejudice is not always the cause or the effect of discrimination. So what else causes discrimination? more on this in the next post. someone needs the phone
current mood: contemplative
current music: lawnmowers in the background
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| Friday, June 6th, 2003
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2:43 pm - kinda bored
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So there's this annoying guest who is obsessed with women in tight jeans trying to start a conversation with me on the moo. we are not amused. In other news my mom was buying shirts and picked up one for me. It's a small, I'm swimming in it. and it's ripped in the back. hrm, lame. Oh, I saw Mr. Enos in the mall and he sent along greetings to all of you he doesn't see anymore. I'm bored so I'm trying to think up a new persona for a new moo but for some reason I'm also not on the best mood. I really don't mind watering but for some reason the way my parents ask me to do it annoys me greatly. It's like they assume it's such an effort for me. so sue me for enjoying some time off before heading back to school next month. yeah, I'm lazy which is why I'm able to finish school a semester early.
current mood: contemplative
current music: The washing machine and the birds chirping, interesting mix.
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| Wednesday, June 4th, 2003
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10:45 pm - personal info
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I recieved a scary phone call yesterday night around 9 pm but I was at work at the time. My mom answered the phone and this man wouldn't give his name but just kept asking for me. So I am sending out a plea to any of you reading this who know me personally. I will reward monetarily anyone who can find personal info about me on the web. I want to know where this person is getting their information from. The reward will be discussed when you come forward with the information you find and where you found it. thank you.
current mood:  distressed
current music: Ted Leo (if I ever get the cd open)
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| Sunday, June 1st, 2003
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2:55 pm - concert review
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So Amanda and I went to a cool concert at the Middle East club in Cambridge last night. It was an indie rock show featuring Ted Leo and the Pharmicists. There were 2 bands opening for them and the festivities started almost on time at 10. I was suitably impressed that they were only 10 minutes off instead of a half hour which seems to be the usual minimum with the musicians I have seen in the past.
The first band I totally forget the name of but they were from Philly. They had potential and they had heart so they were entertaining. Plus the lead singer was not only hot but funny, telling us about the faces he makes when he messes up.
It got a little more crowded when the next band came up, El Guapo. They were cool, mixing techno with rock. I felt like they had a more scientific approach to music than the first band. I guess you can decide whether that is good or bad. The lead singer of the first band looked really cute dancing to them. hehe. And the drummer was having spasms back there which was pretty funny.
Then it got more crowded as Ted Leo came on and there was a good energy to the place. I must get his cd, Hearts of Oak because that was a very good concert. Many drunk and sober hecklers alike which made for entertaining conversation in between songs. Ted Leo was funny too, making bad jokes about picking picks. And even getting home in the rain wasn't bad. A couple of wrong turns but we eventually got onto 93 south and got home on time. I had to take a long hot shower to get rid of the smoky smell. All in all, a good night. :) More people should come join us next time.
current mood:  content
current music: Gish - Smashing Pumpkins
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| Tuesday, May 20th, 2003
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1:58 am - ehh
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ok, this weekend officially sucked, besides seeing joe. details are too complicated to explain but i got stuck on a train for 3 hours. and worked a lot. caught some would be shoplifters. and well, nothing went as planned or as hoped. I'm sad and jaded now. *sigh*
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| Friday, May 9th, 2003
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7:40 pm - America
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I was in the best place in the world to do a case study on American habits today, a shopping mall. I always get fed up and saddened by our condition when i have to work in retail. My mom was waiting for me to come out of an interview today and she noticed everyone walking and eating. no wonder we have plus sized clothing stores! And I was constantly being mistaken for a sales girl! Why, because I take the time to put a shirt back on a clothes rack instead of leaving it in a heap in a dressing room stall? I hate that everyone assumes if you're not being lazy and rude it's because you have to put things back where they belong, it must be your job. And I looked nice, well granted I made a little extra effort because I had an interview but I also like to dress up a little and look nice on occasion. Why is it that everyone assumes you're going to walk around looking like a slob? Why is being lazy and rude and slobby the norm? what is our country coming to?
current mood:  annoyed
current music: Addicted to You - Simple Plan (damn catchy song)
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| Thursday, May 1st, 2003
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1:28 pm - my head hurts
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so i definitely banged my head against a brick wall yesterday. smart move. now it's pounding and it's a struggle to sit in front of a computer screen.
well, here i am anyway. i needed to write about some of these concepts i was talking about with Avi. we collectively don't like the theory of The One because The One for you could be in a country that you will never visit. that sucks. and with so many people on this planet it is very likely. so what about The Few with whichever one of them you end up with being the most geographically convenient. that works, right? if it doesn't, tell me, i'd like to know. but i'm still not sure i like the idea. whether it's one, or few, or even many that means the guy brushing past you on the city street whom you fail to notice for more than a second could be who you are supposed to be with and the opportunity is gone forever. the sad part isn't so much that the opportunity is gone but that you didn't know it was there to begin with. that kind of scares me, especially as a shy person. of course bear in mind this is from the guy who was single for only a month and started going on multiple blind dates per week. he has no problem with this theory at all. also we can throw fate in there if we believe in that. my personal view is that fate will give off signals, we just have to be alert enough to find and interpret them for ourselves so that we can act on them. but what if you're just a bit dense and you don't get it? that would be sad. also you could just be in one of those bad moods where you're blocking everything out and you miss it entirely? i dunno, maybe i'm just worrying too much.
he also told me not to settle. well, i knew i didn't want to settle for second best before he brought it up. but it was the way in which he said it that floored me. i'm young, i should be looking for fun, not for a husband. but the way he describes fun just sounds so exciting and exotic, intimate and passionate, that it left me wondering, just how much have i been settling and where is the line drawn between number 1 and number 2? does it depend on your past, on the options open to you at the moment, or on some larger worldwide standard scale? meh, my concentration has been broken. bye
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